I Took a 40% Pay Cut to Be a Better Mother


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by Alicia Barnes of liciabobesha.com

I always assumed I’d work and have babies. I mean I went to college after all. Then my life looked like this:

6:45 wake, dress everyone
7:15 leave for childcare/work
8:00 start work day
5:15 pick up baby, eat dinner, play with baby, bathe baby
7:30 put baby to bed

On a good work day, I was getting two and a half hours of time with my child. Just two and a half measly hours, when he was so exhausted that he just wanted to nurse and sleep. I felt like I had this baby to never see him.

After he went to bed, my husband and I prepped to do it all over again the next day, preparing breastmilk bottles, washing and stuffing cloth diapers, doing laundry, and cleaning up after our meals.

At work I wanted to crawl under my desk and cry. At home I felt that every moment I had with my child I had to be at 100% to make up for the time I was away.

As hard as I tried to make up for being gone so much I began to realize it was impossible to make up 45+ hours away. I was tired and worse than tired, I was sad, really sad.

Then I saw a job posting at a local community college for an instructor position. It’d be a big pay cut, but I knew it’d make my schedule more flexible. No more 8 to 5 long days, and much of the work, grading, I could do at home after bedtime. I could be around my child while he was awake and the sun was out!

The more I thought about how awesome going part time would be, the more I realized I needed a back up plan in case this job didn’t work out. I sat down with my boss and told her that I was considering leaving for a teaching position to have more time, but I was more interested in staying in my current position part time.

She told me they didn’t want to lose me and would be glad to work on a part-time schedule. It took months to happen, but we timed it for the new fiscal year in October.

My husband and I had hoped he’d be finished with school in August, allowing a smooth transition of him into fulltime employment and me into part time, but that didn’t happen. August came, he was still in school, but I was committed to going part time.

Luckily for years we have saved and lived pretty simply without cable, smart phones, or other luxuries, so we’ve been able to adjust to living on 40% less income. Even with the stress of my husband finishing school and his searching for a job, I’m so much happier and so much less exhausted.

Despite having less money for my family, I’ve been a more cheerful, caring, patient, and present. I can do things for myself like read on a weekday and not feel guilty that I’m not using my little time focused on the baby. I don’t have to cook all weekend to have meals ready for the week. I finally feel like the mother, wife, and person I’ve wanted to be. It’s working out better for everyone.

I feel like a better mother now. Not because I work less, but because I’m taking better care of me. I’m putting my desires and needs as a priority and showing my child more income isn’t a direct line to more happiness.

For mothers considering leaving the workforce, don’t think you can’t, and for mothers wanting to go back, don’t think you shouldn’t. Mothers matter too. We owe it to ourselves and our families to explore all of our options to be happy.

Alicia has been known to add chia and flax seed meal to brownies, so she can eat them guilt free. Besides teaching her one-year-old son to use gentle hands with their two dogs, two rabbits, flock of chickens, and one foster cat for a friend serving in the Peace Corps, she mostly spends too much time on the internet.

About Alicia B

Alicia lives and took a semester of photography in a small college town that often challenges her resolve to live as simply and as stress-free as possible. When she’s not working, rereading the same children’s books, cooking, or wondering how crunchy she’s become, she’s busy updating her site, liciabobesha.com. You can follow her on facebook.


  • Baby and Blog

    You and Ennis are twinsies! So cute.

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  • http://www.dimepieceonadime.com Lisa

    Such a great post. I’m in the process of searching for part time work as well. With the money we send off to daycare every week it just makes sense. I’d also have more time for me, baby, and LIFE!

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  • LibraryLady

    Kudos to you! That’s awesome that you had the courage to speak to your boss about your needs, and that they accommodated you! I’m trying to figure out part time work for myself as well.

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  • http://Dreamschooled.wordpress.com Kyja

    As a future mama (just planning) finishing undergrad, I hope I can plan part time work in from the beginning. That’s really how I want to live my life with or without children!

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  • ms. hood

    I am looking forward to marriage so perhaps i may be afforded the same luxury of raising my children. The very idea of that being a luxury….insanity.

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  • Ebony

    Thanks for sharing. I also gave up the opportunity for a lucrative career to work part time and have more flexibility. It is a privilege–not all women can afford it–and I don’t take it for granted. For those of us women who can choose, I think we have to ask ourselves if our sanity and our families are worth the extra money and things we buy with it.

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